Pls.

BismillahiRahmaaniRaheem
 ShukarAlhamdulillah 
ab kya karoon mei. maddad chahiyay
knock some sense into me, Allah Taa'la, please please please. 
pretty please. 
desperately need to get back on track with my life. 
just don't understand how to keep myself focused. 
continuously losing the will to move forward. 
don't know how to stay on track 
don't know if my field is okay and pokay and just feels like this parhai is going to stretch on to infinity. 
really, seriously want and need a pardner at this point. 
kuch samajh nai aati
bus idhar udhar awara he phirti rahti hoon, in search of a home, in search of a place of refuge. 
never feels like i'm truly at home.
i'm so tired right now, Allah Taa'la
I know You're fully aware of my condition and my troubles and my worries and my concerns and my confusions 
so I ask of You and I beg You to make this easier for me 
whatever it is that I'm going through 
You know me better than I will ever know myself
Alhamdulillah 
SubhanAllahiWabiHamdihi
I just don't want to be alone anymore. 
I don't want to feel alone. 
grant me a loving, caring spouse puhlis, 
or am I not mature enough to have one? 

Allah Jee, shukriya. and khelps meh pls i begs Yous pls ;-;

SayyidinaRaheemunSalalahuAlayhayWasalam

I won't give up.

Best part of all the weekendsness. just the quality time spending I got to have. Sijil and T-rex made it all funs, i loved its so muches and won't ever forget and being photographed and recorded sara waqt made meh feel great and abbreciated and like a celebrity. and all the coolness mayn. like. yeah.

10:48:32 AMMysticArya: wells i must be offs cyaz laters 

10:26:52 AMlove is mai droog 


11:15:03 PMI love you, MysticArya.
11:15:49 PMi don't love you, though
11:16:03 PMI don't need you to.



11:15:03 PMI love you, MysticArya.