There is nothing Holy about Hate!

Rage is such a useless emotion. Rage is :

1. Poison
2. Fire
3. An Anvil on my head
4. An onion bringing me to tears
5. Ugly
6. A recipe for Disaster
7. A heart-killer
8. Friendship Breaker

I think you can see what I'm trying to get at here. Rage is the number one thing you DO NOT WANT IN YOUR LIFE. A rage-free life is a joyful Life.
Anger NEVER pays off. Ever. Even if its anger against an injustice.
So I think this page shouldn't even exist in the first place.
Because reading previous posts makes me angry about stuff from the past all over again! :P

When will I grow up?

What annoys me?
*Literally CRAVING likes on facebook
*my addiction to fb notifications
*the fact that I'm always searching for admiration, appreciation, compliments

I wish I could  just stop
find a better alternative

I want to work only because it makes me happy to benefit others!
I DO NOT want to write just to listen to people praising me
I want to be able to do people some good!
I want to be able to touch peoples hearts

I don't want to perform deeds without any heart or sincerity in them

its such a waste, such a WASTE if my intention isn't pure

I need to grow up
Allah Taa'la,
Ya Rahmaan Ya Raheem
Please PLEASE help me to grow up and stop being childish and immature.

ThankYou.

Something Real.

I'm writing this post in a mood of passive anger.
It's mostly frustration rather than anger actually.
I'm frustrated because I feel empty. I wish I didn't. But theres just something missing.
I Know what my problem is. Basically, my heart wants to love. It wants to fulfill the purpose of its creation: to give love to others. The problem: I don't know where or who to channel all that love to?

I know God loves me. I know that loving Him should make me feel complete. Maybe I'm just not trying hard enough.

Allah Taa'la, guide my heart, please. Purify it.
I'm tired of living life with numbness in my heart. I need to feel something real.