I'm writing this post in a mood of passive anger.
It's mostly frustration rather than anger actually.
I'm frustrated because I feel empty. I wish I didn't. But theres just something missing.
I Know what my problem is. Basically, my heart wants to love. It wants to fulfill the purpose of its creation: to give love to others. The problem: I don't know where or who to channel all that love to?
I know God loves me. I know that loving Him should make me feel complete. Maybe I'm just not trying hard enough.
Allah Taa'la, guide my heart, please. Purify it.
I'm tired of living life with numbness in my heart. I need to feel something real.
